cuddles and forts.

hello sweetness...

today i was thinking about some fun things you and i could do together. if you remember, i watch your cousins everyday. and everyday, i am getting lots of experience and ideas for fun crafts and games we can play. just the other day, your cousin carter and i were playing "hide from daddy". its a game where we hide under all the pillows and stay very quiet and wait till he comes to find us. when he pulls the pillows off, we yell BOO! or SURPRISE! its super fun and it definitely allows us to be full of giggles and silliness. another idea i had was... we can make forts. we can take the couch cushions, blankets, pillows, chairs, and whatever else we can find and put it all together to make a great big pillow fort. if we set it up right, we could even bring in a laptop or something, watch movies together inside and camp out! oh the endless ideas and experiences i can't wait to share with you!

so many things to do and try and play at! so much fun, it will be a blast. i also can't wait to have some very sweet cuddles with you. cuddles during movies, mornings, nighttime, when you're not feeling well, when you're sleepy, cuddles when you just need some extra love, when you're sad, when you're happy. cuddles are some of the most precious times you can spend with your mommy and daddy. and we cannot wait to experience all these things with you. i get a big smile on my face when i think about holding you, singing to you, reading you stories, relaxing and rubbing your back. you're already my precious love and i have yet to meet you. waiting for you gets increasingly more difficult, but i will continue to wait with arms and hands open. hands open to God, waiting for His timing, provision, and guidance. arms open, ready to embrace you at any moment, to hold you and kiss you and tell you that you're mine and i'll love you until the day i die. you're beautiful. you're precious. you're loved.

i love you.

love,
mommy.