oh my little ones how i love you.

dearest ones! oh how i love you so much. please come soon! the anticipation is making mommy go crazy. i don't know if you're even in my belly yet (you could be but who knows... we have to wait to find out) but if you are - i love you even if you're only the size of a sesame seed! today while holding the babies that i watch everyday, i held them close and it made me think about how i'm going to wrap my arms around you and hold you tight. it made me think about how so many people are going to be excited to meet you and love you. you should hurry up and come so you can meet all these awesome people. let me make a list of people who want to meet you!

your daddy

your mommy

your puppy

your kitty

your grandpa johnson

your grandma johnson

your uncle bob

your aunt donna

your cousin alissa

your cousin caleb

your cousin meaghan

your uncle matt

your uncle dan

your aunt sarah

your cousin carter

your grandpa newman

your grandma newman

your uncle steven

your aunt julie

your great grandfather newman

your great uncle newman

your great aunt newman

your first cousin jesse

your first cousin joel

your great grandpa walker

your great grandpa walker's girlfriend lynn

your auntie cher

your mama joni (and her husband vince and their kids - natalie, emma & hailey joy)

your mommy's best friends katie, amber, & cat

your mommy and daddy's friends: jared, cami, daks & zaedyn, becky, cara. nick, liz & steve - joshua and elijah and sabrina and lydia and katie, tammy, forrest, nic & laura, matt and nikki, juli and erik, kyle & stacy, justin, james, richard & rhonda and leila and ailia, andy, april, noeme, vaughn, maria, grace & winton - gloria and wallace, maggie, friends in hong kong, the carbajals, michelle, the chans, the rest of the crossweave family... etc. there is plenty of people that we love and cherish but did not name, because its getting late and i need rest...

the list will continue to go on and on. anyone who meets me will be SO happy to meet you because you're a very special part of your mommy's life. anyone who meets your daddy will be SO happy to meet you because you're a very special part of your daddy's life. so you better hurry up, come quickly so we can hang out with all these awesome people and be blessed by them and be a blessing to them! well, i have to go to bed my dear. if you're in your mommy's tummy right now - she needs her rest so you can grow and thrive. i love you my darlings. so much i can't even express it in words. hope to see you soon.

love, 

mommy