you are on my thoughts...

hello my precious little ones. i know its been a while since i wrote, and i know that i say that all too often. but you're never not on my mind. there are always things that happen during the day that bring my thoughts to the day where i'll get to experience life with you in it. lately i am praying that God will bless your mommy's tummy so that it will be fit to hold you for the first 9 months of your life. your daddy and i are working on getting you here, we just have to be patient. thankfully, you're not the one that has to be patient because my goodness it can be very difficult.

patience. lets talk about that shall we. it will be one of the hardest lessons you will have to learn at an early age. you will get to a point in your life where you want to communicate what it is you want or need and won't be able to. please know that i will do my best to understand what it is that you want, but please be patient with me. its been a while since i've spoke 'baby' and it will be a little difficult. thankfully though, we will have a special bond! i'll be able to know certain things about you that others won't. daddy and i will know when you're tired, hungry, wet, poopy, angry, frustrated, or just crying to cry. granted, a lot of that will be from experience and getting to know your each and every different cry (believe it or not... you will have multiple cries that tell us different things!) but some of it will just be instilled in us by the Lord. so please, be patient with your mommy and daddy. we will do our best to be patient with you as well, because... well let's face it. you won't understand 'adult' very well either.

well, i just wanted to stop by and say i love you, i'm thinking of you, and i'm working on helping you break through and make an appearance. you're lovely and precious to your daddy and me. we can't wait to meet you.

love,
mommy

p.s. been watching this video with the girls i watch for work and all i can think about is you!