your laughter.

hello sweetie,

today you laughed for the first time. it was the most precious laugh that i've ever heard in my life. you did it a few times in a row and then i couldn't get you to do it again. i am guessing when something is seriously funny to you, you will laugh. real laughter from a heart that is happy and a soul that is delighted. i'm so excited to see who you will become. you turn 4 months in just a few days... you're growing up so fast and i am definitely conflicted on how i feel about the whole thing. i'm so excited because growing means more life and more fun. but i so cherish this sweet time of cuddles and cooing. i love you so much, son. my son. i love you more and more each day. even the days when my patience runs thin. i love you. thank you for being born. thank you Jesus for bringing buel into my life.

love you,
mommy.