hello my little ones. i know its been a while. the thought of you is always on my mind, but life has been very chaotic and unfortunately, its taken a toll on my ability to sit and write without feeling overwhelmed. many of our friends are having babies all around us, you see. it makes it a tad difficult for your mum because i desperately want to hold you in my arms, kiss your little cheeks and smell your sweet smelling skin. i love you. lately i've been thinking of you quite often. there are times, admittedly that my thoughts of you are covered with a mass of "things" i have to do. its not that i'm not thinking of you, its more i'm keeping my thoughts at bay as to not miss you, even though i've never met you. honestly, i don't think this makes sense to anyone but myself, but it feels good to write it to you. to let you know that even when it doesn't seem like i'm thinking of you to others around me, i am. thankfully, i'm not stressing about it, its just a constant desire thats there that i lovingly await to come to fruition. i love you.
your daddy wants you to come soon as well! many people do. :) i wonder what its like to come into the world with so many people excited to meet you and have been waiting a long time to meet you also! you will most likely bee some of the most anticipated, loved and longed for children to ever grace the land! okay, maybe thats a little overboard. but you are incredibly loved by so many, and you haven't even come yet. what an exciting life you already have!
well, i guess i should go for now. i'm a bit tired, as i've come down with a cold. i've had it for nearly a week now. its kind of annoying. i'm going to go rest. i love you, my dear ones. i hope to meet you soon. goodnight.
love,
mommy.
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