you're precious.

hi babies. its been a while since i wrote - but i haven't forgotten about you. i still think about you every day. your daddy and i thought you were going to be in my tummy last month but things didn't turn out that way, so we're going to get back to trying and hoping that you'll make you're arrival. i wish i could say take your time without feeling like i'm lying but in reality - i want you here, like, in my arms, yesterday. i played with a little boy yesterday - if you come soon, you and him can be good friends! his name is joel and he's only 5 months old right now. his sister is 4 and her name is lisa. she can be your friend too! just don't eat the leaves! (she likes to play make-pretend. i'll teach you it sometime!)

oh my sweet gems, i love you and i cherish you. i am so happy to think of you and get to know you even before you're here. one day i'll hold you in my arms and it will be beautiful. i'll hold you to my breast and we'll bond. we'll snuggle on the couch and read books or listen to music. oh i can't wait for the day! i love you.

love,
mommy.

hoping for you.

mommy loves you and is thinking about you. i will write a little more later. but for now i must go to sleep - mommy's not feeling very good, sorry to tell ya, when you're born you're bound to get a yucky tummy sooner or later. but i'll be there to take care of you and help you get better. i love you.

love,
mommy.

oh i haven't stopped thinking of you!

my little ones! mommy has not forgotten about you. she has not stopped thinking about you. she's just been failing at writing blogs! please forgive me. this one is going to be very short. i just wanted to say, happy mother's day. i'm thinking of you and loving you and will be so blessed the day that you are in my tummy. i can't wait! God knows when it will happen. hopefully soon. until then, i'm trying to keep my tummy healthy for you and i promise to welcome you to the world as soon as i find out you're in my tummy... with cookies!!! i must go to sleep now. thinking of you and loving you always!

love,
mommy.